WISHFUL WEDNESDAY - Blog on money, 2019

WISHFUL WEDNESDAY

Weds Dec 4, 2019

My knee jerk reaction as a teen was not to trust money. I did not want it to be misconstrued that money bought my freedom or granted me talent. I made mum and dad park the Porsche up the block from where they dropped me off.

My parents worked their way out of poverty and from the stigma of the working class. None the less struggle and scraping-by throbs in my blood and bones, and I do not aspire riches. I see wealth as disease, a sickness ravaging the earth. There is honesty in no excess and ethical power in being poor.

Thanksgiving just past and we gave national thanks for the (Native American) genocide that made capitalism possible. We celebrate it by sharing a traditional, factory farmed family meal, slaughtering and eating millions of sentient beings (the turkey). Genocide cheered by genocide. 

Black Friday backs up and guarantees both our slavery and obedience to commercialized reality. Then cyber Monday, Travel (and Giving) Tuesday, all up record sales for the Thanksgiving holidays in 2019! Record sales also means record amounts of non-bio-degradable packaging, objects and fuel that propel our species more rapidly toward extinction.

We have learned nothing, so caught in the consumer trap, so focused on catching the sale that we forget about saving the planet and humanity.

I have paint on my hands (literally) and it may as-well be blood. The paint is non biodegradable.

I am prolific painter. For me painting is like deep thinking. And right now there is a lot to think about. Being an artist, making even more objects for a clogged world makes me very unsettled. 

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One of my new paintings, titled, in loving memory of.. “ it is painted on old wood, marked with found industrial paint and ink, standing near it is a singed (burnt) log (stump).

In loving memory of the tree, of the ocean, of the animals, of the air… It is dark, but how can I not feel grim about the future of humanity? The Great Barrier Reef, that I swam in as a teen has lost almost all it’s color, bug life is rapidly diminishing due to leaf blowers, koala bears now face extinction (along with 200 species of plants and animals per day) and grocery and department stores still have single use plastic bags manufactured. The rich and the poor, both hooked on convenience turn a blind eye and double bag.

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The crimes of capitalism escalate and denial is our only sanctuary.

This is WISHFUL WEDNESDAY  and I wish for consumer insanity to stop! I wish for a day where everyone will scan their outfit, computing how little it cost, taking pride in hand me downs, thrift store seconds, found garments and old items, clothing your body well, adding up to $20 or less.

On this Wishful Wednesday I wish we’d see the original sin/mistake as the belief of ownership. I wish we’d realize, believe, imagine that we do not need money. I wish we’d begin to deeply take pride in poverty. And I wish the poor could rise-up and lead.

Money does not equal freedom, and chasing money is an excuse not to be free.

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FRESH A performance by Theresa Byrnes September 18th exhibition of ephemera thru until the 25th

Original score - Tim Cramer

Videographer/editor - Craig Youngren, second camera - Alice O’malley

Photography -  Peter Matra

Costume - Stephanie Howard

Bag - Theresa Byrnes

Man - Rainer Evans

Stage-manger - Nick Piscatelli

Assistant - Roberta Bennett

Sparrow’s Godfather - Domo Castiglia

Produced & directed by T.Byrnes

The act of making art brings the artist into "the zone". We mirror the earth, the act of creation, because we are in essence the earth.

My performance art is eco-feminist - I refuse to join the treadmill of normalized global destruction while living a life exploring and understanding creative freedom. I began using trashed wood fragments to paint on in 2001, my hair as a brush in 2008, earth as pigment in 2011 and single-use plastic bags for mark making in 2019. 

Making paintings with plastic bags has made me feel and see plastic bags as sacred. For months I have wet them, stained them, shaped, dried and imbedded them with my child's hair. My painting, a deep contemplation. Their marks are like organs, strangely familiar. Somewhere in the process the plastic bags were humanized, spiritualized and I realized they were immortal like God.

We want to live forever, be remembered. We fear death, of vanishing without a trace. Value is hinged on how long things will last not how graciously they will fall apart. I aim to remind us of the ultimate security - impermanence.

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FRESH by Theresa Byrnes

I am a plastic bag

No separation

The sound of plastic bags scrunching sends shivers down my spine

Do we know anything but divine balance

Spoilt children of peace

A manufactured piece bought with denial

Imagine a day without plastic, without  torture, misunderstanding, genocide, betrayal

Particles of plastic, in the air, in the water

Plastic It is a part of us

And they say we can colonize another planet, when we are done with this one

Here we go again 

But there is no place to run

The urban landscape is litter

Freedom in the throw, brilliance in carelessness

Thoughtlessness a privilege handed down to us since the 50’s

Am I dark or just aware 

It marks every public space, the pattern of our disregard

The sound of plastic bags crumpling send shivers down my spine

Noose of shrink-wrap

Cigarette butts flicked

There is danger in worshipping anything eternal.

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The performance will make a life size painting with plastic. During the course of the week long exhibition the "performance painting" will dry. On the 25th of September the "performance painting" will be hung and the raffle for the smaller "FRESH" paintings drawn.